When you see the darkness in the day and feel heavy and full of anxiety…all that make me lift up this evening was seeing my 6’4 husband laying on the floor with our month old little boy, babble talking with him.
It’s all good for a little while.
My husband thinks my anxiety and depression are due to not having a plan, not knowing what my future will be. Only now I know that I will ALWAYS be a mother and it’s throwing me for a loop. He tells me it doesn’t mean I can’t still do the things I wanted to do, it’ll just be more challenging but that we can always find a way.
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Posted by Jackie on October 28, 2009 at 9:11 am
Half of the battle has to be even just realizing you’re having anxiety, I think.. so kudos. And I agree with your husband… I think you’re a rockstar and things are just a little off their normal balance now.. But, soon enough it will all reach equilibrium.
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Posted by sarah on November 16, 2009 at 12:51 am
I so get this. I so so get this. I’ll have to talk to you about my postpartum anxiety sometime.